Thursday, April 4, 2024
A Bookworm Celebration
It's been a long time since my last blog, and even longer since my last book
review. This one has special meaning. I finally moved one book off the pile of
BTR (Books to Read) on my bedside table. Ron Rash's The Caretaker had
been there a while along with several other unread treasures. I'm celebrating
the fact that I finished a book.
This comes from one who has read before bed every night since I was 12. My first
book to read was Phyllis Whitney's
Mystery of the Green Cat. I was hooked. Last December 28, my nighttime
reading stopped. I had a bad case of flu, strain A. I was in a painful state
for over a week, and the cough continued for weeks. But the worst of it was that
I suggenly realized that my vision was not normal. I already has a central
vision deficit in my right eye. But this new hazy, distorted vision was in my
left "good" eye. I had a flare of dry macular degeneration in that eye several
years ago. My doctor at Mid-South Retina told me that I was in the 3 percent of
patients who recovered vision after that happened. A month later, bam, here it
was. When I looked at people it looked like part of their heads had caved in.
Everything had a red tint. My fingers looked longer that they should, and were
much more crooked that they aleady are. I couldn't read. In early January I saw
another doctor at the same clinic and he said that I had wet macular degeration
with a lot of fluid in that eye. He gave me an injection in that eye. No big
deal. I've had dozens. When I saw my regular doctor at Mid-South in February he
scheduled me for monthly injections. Last visit he said all we could hope for
was that this stabilizes. It's not expected to improve. I cried on the way home.
My mother had ARMD (Age Related Macular Degeneration) and I watched as her
depression began and her world closed in. I'm not doing that, I said. So, after
three injections, I really do see some improvements. People now have round
heads. My fingers don't look as creepy, and I'm driving again. If this is what
I'm left with, I can stand it. I'm eating so many blueberries I fear I may turn
blue, and I take ARed eye vitamins. We prayed. My doctor was the first to pray
with me, and then Howard and I prayed, as did my Sunday School Class. Before I
retired, my boss gave me a set of little magnifying glasses in different sizes.
He must have known that they would come in handy some day. They had silver
handles in different fine cutlery patterns. I have them scattered all over the
house where I usually land. I say all this not to bring attention to myself, but
to encourage people to have regular eye exams, be aware of changes. If your
friends seen to have heads that have caved in, for Heaven's sake, go to a
specialist. Someone said to me, "Are you going to quit riding your horse?" To
which I replied, "Well, no. She's not blind, and she knows where she is going."
PS: I loved The Caretaker. This wasn't a proper review. Maybe later.
Also, it's been so long since I wrote a blog, that I can't get this stupid program
to indent my paragraphs. I know better.
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